Optimistic

Hi Everyone!  I hope you had a wonderful Christmas and New Year's.  I hope 2014 will be great for you all.  I am feeling much better these days.  Thank you for bearing with me while I was not so positive.  I am feeling optimistic and ready to conquer the next one.  I am finally able to focus on the positives and embrace what a blessing it is to have this option.  Several friends told me about a T-shirt that really made my day. It said, "Heck, yes!  These are fake.  The real ones tried to kill me."  That's awesome.  It really helped me put things into perspective.  I've decided to stay with the doctor in town.  Many people have told me that he's a great doctor even though his personality is not so great.  It's also very important to me to be close to my family and friends.  I don't want to feel alone in the big city.  So, I feel at peace about it all.  I started back to work today too.  I felt really scattered brained because it had been so long.  Hopefully it all kicks into gear here soon and I get back into the groove.